He kept turning his head in all directions, and acting as if something was touching him on different spots on his body. He climbed down from his perch and was turning around in all directions. I quietly moved over to his cage and placed my hand in different spots out from his body. He sensed something was moving but he didn't know where it was. He was so frustrated and very nervous. I tested with my hand but he could not see where it was. He become very upset. I went to the kitchen and placed some corn flakes in a very small bowl and crunched a few near him. He knew what they were but he couldn't find them once I moved the bowl. All of his sight is gone now and he is in total darkness. That is where my heart is now also. It is a pain that no words can describe. It is a love that I could never express! He is terrified and I am totally heart broken. If only I could explain to him that as long as I live, I will be there for him. He is so very afraid now and doesn't want me to hold him, but he will need me and my love more than ever. I feel as if my own heart is in a million pieces. Why, oh why, does this have to happen to them? Oh, God, please let me be there always for him.
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