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Juliana
Widow of Borric Chickenshit
-=DEEP CENTRAL FOREST LOCATIONS=-
is in among ancient, huge tur trees
says to ALL: *It's nearly sundown. Time to go running. Fourth night in a row, just carrying my light weapons and spear. The advantage of doing this at night is that by the time anybody finds my trail, I will be long gone. All I have to do is be careful of not leaving an obvious trail out of here, that somebody could find and backtrail in the dark.*
(20:46:38 ) __Il Bacio Della Morte__
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Juliana
Widow of Borric Chickenshit
-=DEEP CENTRAL FOREST LOCATIONS=-
is along a game trail
says to ALL: *Out on a run for exercise, I am not dressed as warmly as I would otherwise be, wearing just a nearly knee-length gray cloth tunic and nearly knee-high lace-up, soft-sole, mocassin boots. Around my waist is a leather belt to which is attached a quiva-sheath, with an 11" blade. The quiva has a bosk-bone handle almost as big as my fist, so the protruding butt of it would hit like a club. The bottom of the quiva sheath has a leather throng, which I have tied around my left thigh to keep the quiva close and quiet, and less of an impediment when I run. Sewn to the outside of my right boot is a dagger-sheath containing a dagger with a 6" blade, a weapon balanced for throwing. In my right hand I carry a short throwing-spear, with a 5' tem shaft of 1.25" diameter, and a flat acute-triangular dual-edged steel blade, 4" wide at the base, 9" long. I run at a loping pace, that I can maintain for a very long time without getting winded.*
(20:58:20 ) __Il Bacio Della Morte__
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Juliana
Widow of Borric Chickenshit
-=DEEP CENTRAL FOREST LOCATIONS=-
is along a game trail
says to ALL: *As I run, my mind wanders:
Shock and Denial. It was a shock, but I had never seen it coming. When a man brings Home a woman, he is taking responsibility for her. It never occurred to me that Vidar would take that right away from Borric. Denial was when I acted like getting booted from Scagnar was no big deal. "We can live in the Forest!" I'd said.*
(21:07:11 ) __Il Bacio Della Morte__
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Juliana
Widow of Borric Chickenshit
-=DEEP CENTRAL FOREST LOCATIONS=-
is along a game trail
says to ALL: *Pain and Guilt. The pain was bad, and guilt was when I started thinking of myself as cursed.
Depression, Reflection and Lonliness. For me, I have a tendency to get angry rather than cry, and I definitely had an anger phase, that peaked out this morning. Honestly, I had been avoiding reflecting on the situation, and only recently started honestly evaluating what happened. And the last two nights, I was genuinely lonely. So I think I am pretty well on the way to recovering from the death of this dream.*
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