I am so sorry Gina. Glad you are able to spend precious time with Bailey. I’m sure it is a comfort to him that you are by his side. I think just like people our pets know we are there for them and it soothes them to know we are with them to bear their fears. I have been fortunate to have been holding all my babies with the exception of one while they left for the other side. It doesnt make it easier but somehow it is comforting to hold the one you love knowing they feel your love, know you are there for them and know that your bond will always be there. Dont second guess yourself we all do what we think best for our feathered friends. Take care of yourself.