Diane,

Whatever they had planned for Dorian, he likely would not have survived. Dorian was sick. Birds don't do well with anesthesia, or invasive treatments, especially smaller birds. He likely wouldn't have survived treatment.

Please don't be hard on yourself. I know you miss Dorian so very much, but honestly, I think you did the right thing. It doesn't feel like it, I know. Your grief over his loss is immense., and it's trying to make you feel like you did all the wrong things. But you didn't. What you did, you did from love and not wanting your little one to suffer. In my heart of hearts, I feel that He wouldn't have survived the treatment.