At first Max was calling for Dorian all the time and now he just looks depressed. I ordered Harrison's food for him and something called recovery just in case. I wanted to hold off on the vet visit until I got Dorian's autopsy. The vet told me it might not come back for another month. Is she kidding me. If I knew it would take this long I would have just paid for the altopsy. I am so scared to take Max to the vet. No. 1. He's terrified 2. I really don't want to grab him at this point. 3. If something is wrong and I have to give him antibiotics I can't grab him everyday for two weeks or so. That would kill him. 4. I found a place that's only 23 miles away. 5. I don't know he'll survive without Dorian. It's like there's no real solution to this. I was looking for a vet that would come over. I can't find one that services this area.