Now I'm anemic and may need more transfusions. The cause of the anemia isn't known. My RBC count keeps dropping. There are complications with the leg I had surgery on. I have to go back up to Gainsville and Shand's Hosp on the 22nd. My life has become nothing but Drs and Hosps and the cancer center and pain, medications, needles, tests and pain. This isn't living. And on top of it the aggravation of bills and this financial crap. I don't know how to keep from losing my phone with Verizon. I'm eating very little these past 2 weeks and sleep is hard to come by. If I fall asleep I don't stay asleep for more than a few hours. I'm exhausted mentally and physically.
Of course I miss RR something awful. He was my constant companion since 1989. He made life bearable. He was always there and didn't find the scooter or wheelchair a nuance. I didn't have to worry about bills falling behind or losing my phone or 'net service. Jane cannot figure out how to move money from the Capitol One account to the checking account to cover next month's bills.
My worse Nightmares have come true.
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