Oh, Michelle, how my heart aches for you as mine still aches for my little girl, Sunni. It has been four years now since I found her standing on her feet, looking up at me with her eyes open, and yet dead. The pain is indescribable even today. There is no way to turn it off so we must somehow learn to accept it and try to live with it. That is the curse of loving so deeply but what kind of world would it be without love of all kinds. I know she loved me just as deeply in her way and would not have wanted to leave me. The good thing about it is being able to remember and cherish the love we shared and it will live on in my heart until I pray I will meet her again one day. If not, then wherever I go, her love will be a beautiful part of me forever. I hope you can find the solace I have by thinking of that meeting.
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