I can't answer your question. We ALL fear the recurrence. I'm waiting on an appt to see if that's happened to me. I think it's a matter of staying busy. Worrying won't help anything, but that's so easy to say. I'm a worrier, but I TRY really hard not to. What I'm telling myself right now is that chemo wasn't as bad as I thought it was and rads certainly weren't a real problem, so if I have to do it again, I just do.