Thank you! I knew this was very possible and very aware that after 5 years there is a high percentage rate of return. I've lost two HS friends that made it to 5 years then it came back with a vengeance, may they RIP. I've been blessed with so many years after so many times in bad situations medically and close to losing my life but God always saved me. It's in his hands and in his time. I'm ready when my time comes except getting all my affairs in order. We both know how important that is and that will be my priority in the next few weeks. I'm NOT giving up, I'll pray things work out for the best and remain positive regardless. Happy Thanksgiving!!