doubt any death is pleasant leading up to it. wish i,d never seen my sister a couple of hours before she died. the memory has wiped away my memories of a women even my school mates fancied more than most who was 17 years older than them. suppose now the papers are using dying people to push their sales and take of the situation. at my age i,m closer to most to death on here. however i,m not a person that worries and if i did there are other illnesses which are rarely mentioned nowadays that i,d fear more.