I can understand your feelings on a personal level, and can sympathise with you of course on your dilemma Albert .
The vast majority of the population will rejoice , simply because the virus is a killer which can be stripped of its lethal capability by the vaccine.
It is deemed to be safe by those experts in their field, but as with all medications / vaccines I suspect the effectiveness (and reactions to it) will vary, due to differing metabolism in every human being.