There have been at least two occassions during my time on the Board when we've wanted to work with either you and/or TH (Not that you must come as a couple of anything).
Both of which failed as a result of your failure to engage in terms of meeting up and having a chat. Even when we've said it would only be one or two if us, rather than over-aweing you with the full Board, and have allowed you to name a time and venue.
I would love to have your engagement with the Co-op, I think in areas like the shirts and some others, it could be invaluable. But you need to engage.