Youíre taking male hormone blockers and increased dosages of female hormones to ď swing ď to a polar female expression. thatís a basic explanation. However you will never be able to stop the production of testosterone and other exclusively male hormones without the removal of genetalia and other glands. Without suppression your male characteristics will become dominant again. With that said you should be completely excluded from female sports as youíre a MAN masking as a woman.