No, you are not alone. This is year 25 for me and it is all I can do each morning to force myself out of bed and come to work. In my case I am tired of the learned helplessness that has been instilled in the students that I see. I actually have 6th graders, more than one, that still do not know their left hand from right hand. I wish I was being sarcastic but I am not. Another thing that is driving me insane is that everything is about feelings now... Good Grief.