I am tired, and for the first time in a really long time, I am not enjoying what I am doing.
I am trying to be mindful of all the good stuff, but it is getting harder and harder. Virtual students are NOT participating or turning in work. I feel all I do during class is say, "Please turn on your camera" and all of my free time is calling parents. I am on antianxiety meds for first time in 20 years, but self medicating at home with booze. I look around and see so many people that have made all these wonderful videos and assignments, and I am so tied down with busy work from the district and campus and only one planning period, I don't have time. Plus, I just making sure my own kids are on track takes any free time. Am I alone feeling like this? I am just so tired and feel defeated.