Tired. So tired. So freaking tired of the confusion.
Tired. So tired. So freaking tired of hearing ďwe donít know.Ē
So. Freaking. Tired of every day a new story, roller coaster emotions, and no one seeming to give two craps about MY health and my FAMILYíS health.
And before you get your sagely advice out to tell me to calm down and just go with the flow and wait for further guidance and just do the best you can and just follow the directions of your school and just hang in there and just do whatís best for kids and just plan for everything and blah blah blah.
Screw this. Iím seriously regretting ever choosing this profession. If a student told me they were thinking of being a teacher, I donít think I could consciously support and encourage their decision.
I love music and teaching students how to better themselves through learning music. But Iím so regretting ever getting my degrees in music and teaching. Iím so entrenched in this profession. What else am I supposed to but take it?
If youíre going to prescribe me your chill pills know that you can shove them where the sun donít shine.
Ok. Iím so done. Thanks for reading.