I am a blubbering mess right now, evening BP meds have i think kicked in and i think the adavan will soon. it's been one of those days. bp was almost close to high normal but then after remembering have specialist appointment tomorrow in the city back up it went along with my anxiety. once all of this shit is over definately going to be asking for something more perminate for my anxiety. mom cant come in the ambulance with me but some really good friends are driving her down. i dont know what i would do without her.