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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==is in the warm shallows of the Hot Springs Pool==
and says to Everyone: *having scrubbed every inch of my body clean, i lie soaking in the shallows, pondering the dreams which were part of the change which came over me recently*
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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==is in the warm shallows of the Hot Springs Pool==
and says to Everyone: One persistant recurring dream revolved around a man whose face was usually hidden from me, rarely glimpsed to know he was handsome, but too fleetingly glimpsed, and too rarely, to recall from the dream. what i do recall is that he had no great affection for me, though he found me amusing enough. he seemed to be more interested in proving he could keep me as a slave with devices, a belled collar and wrist/ankle cuffs for easy bondage, collar chained to his couch at night, eager to earn even a chance to stretch my legs to a brisk walk. in the dreams, this kept me well enough controlled, and sexually aroused, but never did i actually feel like a slave in the dreams, simply helpless and coiled for any chance to escape or kill him*
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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==is in the warm shallows of the Hot Springs Pool==
and says to Everyone: *soaking in the shallows, i ponder another set of recurring dreams i had been having the last couple of months, interspersed with the first set. in the set with the man, i was myself, by name and appearance - but in the other set i was a gorgeous blonde with huge tits, with several different names, as she generally got killed before the end of the dream. Sometimes, these dreams started with the blonde woman free or slave, becoming slave in the dream, but unable to do anything right or please anyone, or even get laid.
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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==is in the warm shallows of the Hot Springs Pool==
and says to Everyone: *climbs up on the rockface to air-dry, pondering the third set, the really disjointed series. in these dreams, i was back on Earth, a nurse, in a war. sometimes the enemies were German Nazis, other times they were Asians, but not Japanese. Veecees, we called them, or Envyayes. i was also nursing, usually bloody, but mostly mothering. oddly, many of the wounded were women, and they were healed into kajirae, slaves, or FW, going back to Gor, while i remained behind at the evac-hospital on Earth*
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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==is in the warm shallows of the Hot Springs Pool==
and says to Everyone: *often, i fell in love with the patients, briefly, shallowly, knowing they would eventually move along, sooner or later. sometimes, they came back, other times they seemed to come back over and over again, the faces changing slighlty from day to day*
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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==is in the warm shallows of the Hot Springs Pool==
and says to Everyone: *then a great trauma/drama, two former lovers returned. one claimed her, and she submitted willingly, dutifully. then she knew how she yearned to submit to the other. One lover ruled her mercilessly, the other, either were Mistress, either were slave, on a given day. the first lover knew me inside and out, but remained a mystery herself. the second lover was too complex to know, too divided, to transitive. with the first, she was the sea, i was a rock, with the second, i was the sea, she was the sand*
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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==is in the warm shallows of the Hot Springs Pool==
and says to Everyone: *how the dreams had persisted in daylight, how more real it seemed that i was a slave. how the image of myself, collared, in a short black dress with glowing golden earrings began to take shape in my mind, mental art, every detail pored over and perfected. the image seeming to hang over the pool in my mind like a holographic projection in the dim light*
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==kimba{Shn}==
~Panther Claw Lair, MC~
==rolls through the cavemouth==
and says to Everyone: *finding myself dry, and still naked, i return to the Lair*
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