Posted by Danny Imagine looking into someone's eyes and seeing a perfect mirror, so all you see is yourself looking back at you, with complete love and acceptance. that would get your whole self inside of you sort of awakened, even the parts you didnt know were there. then imagine looking into this other person and where you usually only saw yourself looking back you saw terror, and didnt see yourself looking back. Its hard to explain.. Like there was a thing in me, that was me, and there was also a thing outside of me that was me, and it was the same thing. and so when the outside version stopped existing, the inside version did too, by default since it was the same thing inside and out. so what im looking for is to find that 'me' outside of me again, probably in some enlightened being but not sure exactly, and seeing it alive and well outside of me will mean it is also alive and well inside of me, so i/it will 'reawaken'. sorry if that sounds stupid/unrealistic. its a pretty weird situation.
on 4/17/2007, 1:32 am, in reply to "Please help us help you?"
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sorry, its really hard to find words that accuratly describe what happened.
that happened with me. and that was good.
when that happened, for some reason the part in me that was the same part as the thing looking back at me sort of dissapeered.
