Posted by Danny on 4/15/2007, 8:12 pm, in reply to "Re: Any enlightened people in the US looking to help someone?"
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Something strange happened. Imet this person who seemed to be a perfect mirror. SO I could see myself fully in her. This was very intense as you can imagine. The something started happening where it was like this mirror/me on the inside of her was dying/dissapeering. And see this made the 'me' inside of me also dissapeer/die. Very wierd/hard to explain, hard to think. But this situation kept happening and getting 'worse' until there was nothing left and my whole 'self' seems completely gone. Theres no experiencer, nothing going on, no emotions, no nothing anymore. I've been like this for a year now and nothing has really worked in finding my old self/moving on, etc. I think only an enlightened person can either mirror me, or see me in some light that will reawaken what I saw die. if that makes sense