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Late Bloomer Smokers
Posted by Sarah on 11/2/2009, 21:07:48
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HI,
It's been awhile since I've posted. I'm still smoking. I started on Marlboro lights, and smoked them for nearly a year before I had the urge to try something stronger. I tried newports.
someone posted that I wouldn't be able to go back to Marb lights. Wow, were they right. I still battle the feeling that I'm addicted, and want to quit. But, what I didn't count on was the panicky feeling I get when I run out of cigarettes. So, before I even get the urge to have a cigarette, I'm buying another pack. I cannot break the cycle. I smoke one or two, swear it's my last pack, and by the time I'm down to one or two, simply KNOW I'll buy another.
It's a very helpless feeling, and don't know that I'm cut out to quit. I enjoy it, but know for health reasons I should quit. I smoke just under a pack a day. Is it just me, or do others get this feeling that they have to buy another pack as they run out? Sarah
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