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Late Bloomer Smokers
Posted by Carla on 6/10/2009, 4:41:10, in reply to "Started and can't stop"
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I am going to try the 100's. The regular Marlboro's do not seem to last as long. I have already smoked two this morning and it is only seven am. Still have not told anybody. Don't know when I will. I am sure I will be somewhere someday and will just have to have one and whoever I am around will find out. Have any of you been the first of your friends to start and have had others follow? I have to get going need to have another cigarette (feel a little shaky this morning) and get ready for work.
--Previous Message--
: I have always been very
: anti-smoking due to the
: smell and health issues.
: But for some reason I
: have always been
: intrigue by it also. As
: of late everytime I see
: a smoker it makes me
: want to try it. I
: finally stop one day a
: few months back after
: work on a Friday and
: bought a pack of
: Marlboro's. I was really
: excited and nervous at
: the same time. As soon
: as I got in the car I
: could not wait any
: longer. I took a
: cigarette out of the
: package and used my car
: lighter to light it
: being I did not have a
: lighter and started
: smoking. I finished that
: one and had another one
: before I got home. I was
: really excited about the
: fact that I was smoking
: but knew it was not
: healthy for me. When I
: got home that is all I
: could think about was
: having another
: cigarette. I ended up
: having about 4 more the
: rest of the night. The
: next morning I woke up
: and the first thing I
: thought of was having a
: cigarette which I did. I
: went about my business
: the rest of the day
: trying not to think
: about it but about every
: hour or so I decided to
: take a break and have
: one. To make a long
: story short I have not
: been able to stop and
: have been closet smoking
: about a half a pack a
: day for two months now.
: I am afraid and
: embarrased to tell
: family and friends that
: I have become a smoker.
: And after each day I
: seem to be increasing
: this bad habit that I
: thought would never
: happen. I am afraid I
: will be up to a pack a
: day pretty soon and will
: not be able to quit. I
: even wake up in the
: middle of the night
: sometimes and have one.
: I can't stop thinking
: about smoking.
:
: Carla
:
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