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Late Bloomer Smokers
Posted by jtpen on 2/12/2009, 8:12:28
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Hi, new here.
I am a 39 yr old male. I smoked off an on for a couple years during high school. When I went to college, I quit. I met my wife during college, and she was a big anti-smoker, and I think she still is.
Well 2 weeks ago, I had a tremendous urge to try it again. I bought a pack of Marlboro Ultra lights (thinking it would be easy) and smoked about 1/2 each of 3 cigarettes. I threw the pack away and thought it was over. 2 days later, I found myself buying another pack and smoked 1/2 to 3/4 of 3-4 cigarettes a day. I finished that pack and said that was it. Well you guessed it I bought another about 3 days later, and that first cigarette was so GREAT, I smoked it all. The past week, I have been smoking 3-4 whole Marlboro Ultra Lights each day. My wife does not know. I am scared to tell her. I can keep it hidden as I only smoke when she is working and I am working at home.
I now know I want to keep smoking.. I hope I can keep it to 3-4 day during the week, none on weekend, unless she goes out.
I would love to tell her, but I think she would make me quit, and I love her so much I would. My only hope is that she occasionaly jokes about starting to smoke to lose weight, sometimes I think she is feeling me out because she really does want to. But other times she is a very adament Anti-smoker.
Any Advice.
JT
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