I am sorry to hear this, I have ad trouble with the death of my husband's mother and father and truly you can't seem to find the words to try to express your sorrow for the other person, it is hard and ya know the people mean well and they tell you if you need anything the only thing I would need is my son to be aliv again if this makes any sense.
Ya know I just found out this year id the year of the dragon and I seem to think this is how it was to be even if I went to get my son he was to die this year it was just his number was up it didn't matter where he was and there was noting I could do. It is fitting he died in the year of the dragon he loved dragons fire and dogs he had a way with them they would come up to him when no one else could get near them.
I have my days but hopefully they will get less and less I will never fully recover from this and I don't want to for get my sister is having a hardertime with all this then I am I reckon I think differently my son and father are ok they are not suffering and I feel this is the best to look at it.
MY son was to good of person to go through skin graphs and yes he was burnt up that badly but he was gone before it happened. BY THE GODS I wake up and think maybe it was a night mare but it is not it is real and to night I am wearing something of his hoping it will do the job of me being able to talk with him I don't care what we talk of I hope in my dream I can remember what I want to ask him IS HE OK that is all if he can tell me more then it is good I have been able to see and feel pets that has passed a few days after they have gone and it is so real I can feel they body and their breathing and you would think it is real but it has helped me so much when I dream like this and I think my animals are just saying good bye in the dream.
Thank to all for your kind words I am doing as good as I can be.
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