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Posted by cooky on 4/4/2013, 5:47 pm
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August I had a flap procedure on both breasts. The left side failed and had to be taken off. Then I went to the expander and then implant in March. I am so sad at the way I look. Between the hip to hip scar from the flap, the one boob that is saggy and the other one looking like a hamburger bun, I can't stand to look at myself. I truly hate me and the way I look. Many times I wish I had nothing done and just let the cancer take me. I see no happiness in the future and see no way I will ever look like a normal woman again. So many told me I would look just great and have perky boobs afterwards but they didn't know what they were talking about. Anyone else out there feel this way?