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Posted by Mirene on 2/28/2013, 6:13 pm, in reply to "Re: sadness"
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And of course I don't mean to say that no one can ever complain to me about anything. I am sympathetic and empathetic...unfortunately from too many personal experiences. I just want to be "old" me. Maybe I can't be old me anymore...and I guess that's the problem. I'm trying to figure out who the new me is. People see the old me...but I'm very different...and many times I just keep quiet because there is no sense in trying to explain it to some. It's better to stay quiet at times. So, I know this will all work out. I just have to have patience. But I am much more aware of certain things that I never paid attention to before. Like Victoria's Secret commercials. I really hate them, and never really thought about them before. My daughter knows, and will change the channel for me. Love her. Just little things like that. I know this has made me different. I guess different is not always bad. Who knows why I had to go through this. Why any of us had to. I do feel like one of the lucky ones. As crazy as I sound!