Posted by Nicole
on 4/13/2008, 10:30 am
72.70.201.166
Dearest God, I am in a detrimental situation and am absolutely devastated, mortified, worried, and scared to death. I have been praying for a miracle to save my home from being taken from my family and I, but feel my prayers are falling on deaf ears. I believe I am honestly a good person and just do not understand why my life has to be as difficult as it is. I know I am here to learn or work for you my Lord, but it is so hard to accomplish anything positive when facing such a horrible situation. I know things could be worse and I pray they never go this way, but this is one of the most devastating and troublesome situations I have ever been in. My family and I do not want to lose our home, we love our home and want to continue to make memories within it. We do not want to have to lose our animals that we love so dearly, it will absolutely break our hearts. I have tried everything humanly possible to solve this particular situation, even to the point of asking for help from my grandfather who you know is financially wealthy here on Earth, and yet I have had no success. It was so incredibly hard to ask my grandfather for help, and when he told me no, it was heartbreaking. I want to know why he would not help me, and why he judges me so harshly? I pray for him Lord, to change and become a more loving individual who cares about family. My uncle, his son, passed away about 3 months ago, and I honestly thought he might have a change of heart through this situation, but I was so wrong. He treated my uncle very badly through his life, by judging him and making him feel he was never good enough no matter how hard he tried. All my uncle ever wanted from him was love and compassion. You know my uncle was very young when he passed away, 41, and I pray that he is enjoying and is in total peace within his eternal life. The only family that I have left on my father's side is my father and my grandfather. You know my father and I have a wonderful relationship and I am so glad...but we do not have a true relationship with my grandfather which is incredibly difficult to understand. We want the relationship, but it appears he does not. I will never understand this, and I pray that you will help him and us to perhaps create a true relationship. I pray that you help us with our home, and the financial troubles we seem to find ourselves in. I pray people do not judge my family and I as this situation is going to be known to the public tomorrow, Monday April 14th...through the local newspaper. This is absolutely devastating to think about, and I really wish this information was not displayed as it is. I pray things work out for us, I really do. I will do anything to make this situation better, but I just dont know what else I can possibly do or what I havent already thought of and tried. Please shed some light on this my Lord, and let us feel at peace somehow some way. I pray for all who have posted messages or prayers here, and that they receive exactly what they need in the exact time they need it. Please Lord, help us all! I thank you in advance for anything that you do to help all of your children.
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