Posted by kiddles macrowmay on 6/26/2006, 4:43 pm
4.131.130.4
today when i went to water my garden
i saw that cute catopiler that has fuzzy wanting to come out
wings...
i see him like a bookworm..
he is so dam cute
i have to say i was too busy working my petunias in that early morning hour that
i couldnt come over to him to talk
butt i watched at a distance then this turd he was next too
kept slipping and sliding all over the place.
again i wanted to cue intelligent gardening tips
dont eat compost unless its organic
dont think your getting your vitmins with just those fig leaves
and dont for got sake forget to hydrate
shocking how even a cat o pilers dont have a brain in this heat.
i almost passed out....it was hot
the beating sun had fish eyed hooking into my soul
and the wind was dry
i hate that feeling when you think you cant breath
so you have stripe off all that you possiably can without looking more freakest
after i saw nickeleon this morning
and had this idea to study drama at the fine arts school for the socially misfits....being that i dont fit in anywhere accept on my grannies rocker
i knew i had to at the very very least smile at that cat o piler.
then i saw how he was looking at me
pulling up weeds
digging in with my hoe
sprinkling some sunflowers just for goodluck
even thou id ont even believe in good luck
it is what it is....nothing more nothing less
and it was less at the blue village today
.less
just less
i cant even begin to explain
or roughly give you the grieving picture
i moved on..............instead of thinking change is fast...
no i dont believe in mistakes either
and i dont think that cute little bookist worm does either..
i cant even believe i was distracted at his undulating each one of his spinal verterbra's
its amazing to watch
to just stare down and see those legs move
one behind the other
the form
the duty
the idea that this team work makes sense
where is he going
why ..does he move so dam slow
from one peach leave to the next
then looking up just to see if the sun has lessoned
...........later after i announced to the andrew sisters that i was having a party for my thelma and louise friends...
that little cat o piler just looked at me
i could almost hear him saying can i come...
will it be ok if i just worm my many legs up to your apple tree and just watch.. i love how your peony flowers are growing
i love how you take extra care with the recomposting of the dead leaves
i just love how you watch for worms in the beds...
then i thought
when will his wings sprout out
at what point does he get wings and fly off
where will he go
will he fly into another butterfly just like him
that got her wings at the very moment as well
will they mate
will they think about the time they had away
the times they were chewing up dried leaves
from random trees
or will they just stay in the moment
where life truly is
will the moments be long
will they be loving
will they be something dam different from the life of cat o piller
flicker their wings
caressing one bud to the next
sucking up the pollen from red yellow and purple roses
only to find in the end.........
he had a flittering life as a butterfly
that in each moment that he landed on the most exotic flowers
he had two choices....
just two.....
cartoon kisses
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