Posted by charolettess xxx -x on 6/26/2006, 9:51 am stop working on markin up your forehead i have a locket full those sweet memories i dont need your to watch over me just consider your words on a upscaled level your xxxxxxx-x x
4.131.134.124
dont think about it anymore
your wasting time with wondering about me
about wishing for
....i dont want to think that you are too involved in my life anymore.......
dont you remember how things get between us
i dont like to feel or think that you still have feelings for me..
why do you think that is difficult for you.
its one thing to mellow mint about the past
smile at funny things
its another to be workin at fixing things that are no longer you concern....
i thought today about how when i had not rode my bike in month
you came over with your funny bike and we went down that hill
you didnt know i was a chicken when it came to hill
butt you just rode on
i wa huffing and puffing like an old lady
the thing i loved about you then
and will always loved about you dispite your hairy lips
is how you were compassionate
i have a to say
i hated myself for not being about to be sensitive like you
sometimes i still hate myself wheni think that you have is natural part of you
then you would make those funky faces at me and take with your fingers telling me stories
i would die laughing at how cute you were
that even with your hairy toes
and those huge toe nails that would always most certainly clip my knees..
i loved you just like you loved me
butt we both knew we were not for each like
like when you called me whore because i worn that hat to that violin performance
and i said your were a fag hag.........
to never show up to pick up with that pink mens shirt on..
it could on an on and on
the funny things
the funky things
i cant no matter how much i try to eraser head your face
i cant
because my heart feels to deeply for those moments that no body could or can to this day understand
i cant even understand them
and god knows i have blisterd up my knees tring to you..
i dont want you to think y ou need to protect me
i dont want to feel or think about you..
can you please respect that....
how can i help you to understant that???
why is that so funky difficult for you too////
now i did think about how you think we are meant to be togher
so here is my proposal..
i dont believe in my heart or soul or spirit that we are
butt ............if you can
in a 32 word essay tell me why you think we do
then i will consider...
just consider
thats all...
i have to go.
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