Posted by the beast that you stevie on 6/21/2006, 5:10 pm You're not a stranger to me at the 6.........mile............i screamed out...... Oh who is the beauty who the beast you have to BALANCE IT OUT.. I WOULD..........with absolute certainity... then it happened Oh who is the beauty... who the beast Who is the beauty My beauty... my beauty your beloved beast.........
4.131.134.236
of grease.....packing...
so many things making me think no matter what....we will never be on the same page..
in the same dam year in this life time
or even on the same planet........so.....
this is what i am going to say...
rapid cycling is not always movement of thought forms
it is just that RPM....s that have vision
forms
and ideas ....that manifest as what they love to become...
And you are something to see
You don't even know how to please
You say a lot but you're unaware how to leave
My darling lives in a world that is not mine
An old child misunderstood out of time
Timeless is the creature who is wise
And timeless is the prisoner in disguise
marry me baby.
ILOVE YOU........
she laughed
she was not ready for that.
you see that is...........a queer girl..... to me
.................a beast.............she is a beast.....
she is the beast......and doesnt think
to speak
she just sings out loud out of tune
it does not matter who is there...
she my botex lover whore...
she waved from her bike to me as i was screaming
I LOVE YOU........ MARRY ME.......
Would you die of grieving when I leave
Two children too blind to see
I would fall in your shadow I believe
My love is a man who's not been tamed
Oh my love lives in a world of false pleasure and pain
We come from difference worlds we are the same my love
I never doubted your beauty I've changed
I never doubted your beauty I've changed
then........your high from this place that moves inside of you
you dont see anything
you dont feel anything you just. smell ......
.............your fake toe nails wiggling
OH MY GOD JESUS CHRIST i loved that....
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU ah men
so magnificent...sometime i wonder....you are funny... to me
why do i dis like you so..
because.......YOUR NOT A BEAUTY.....to my beast....
YOU WANT TO BE THE BEAST......
but you cant..........there cant be two beast....
so there it is....
you balance.. it out.....
thats what a queer girl does
she takes in and lets go.....because as a beast.. she cant
keep it in all or she will fold over and die........
you cant be extreme in one area....and nothing in other areas
butt you dont seem to get that...
when i say dykes... butches lesbains
this is how i see them LOPE SIDED
one ####ing boring way...
forcing you in a corner to be in another
I HATE THAT....
it dont matter if you dress up
wear lip stick
or high high heels
if your lop sided your just as boring to ME
TO ME....
did you hear THAT
TO ME
Changed who is the beauty
Where is my beast (my love)
There is no beauty
Without my beast (my love)
Who is the beauty
Who my love
Ahhh
Oh la bete la bete
Where is my beast
My beauty my beauty
My beautiful beautiful beautiful
Beautiful beast
its no secret... the cream puff is fast hard
.........and focused to the extreme degree
butt for gods sake your in spin class
and he is a master teacher...
thats what your soposed to be....doing
in alignment with it that is the most important thing to you
its not the competation
its the SPORT
something else you dont get
and never will
i have just come to accept that about you..
would you die grieving when i leave
no doubts.....
no regrets
there is no beauty withouT MY.........beast.........
i am looking for mY BEAUTY.........to love my beast...
mr dodger dog.....
not very often does someone take me off course
but there was something about him
even as i confessed my love for my botox whore at the park
hours eariler
i was just taken back bye him...
it was how he said it.....
how he looked at me
how his blood pumped......
his sweat beating up.......
at the distance........i could feel him
breathing....
i believe.........he wanted my beast..
no
I KNOW HE WANTED that part of me that knows how to please...
that is just a disguised beast..
the deep part of me that is free.....
this creature that lives
for the moment to love moment to moment
without a shadow lingering over my doubts
without the guard dogs wanting to change my life ....
into something different....
i wanted to stay focused with my intentions to be excellent
butt all i could think of . was a huge
butter finger.............inbetween my teeth...
the kosher thick meat in that dodger dog with that
hard bun......mustard on the side..... i was so dam hungry all of sudden i forgot where i was...and just wanted to eat
that is a queer girl ...........that moment....that could never be made up
or painted over fake toe nails..
.......i exhaled to the less of me
.....then i saw it...
that part of his beauty that wanted my beast
sometimes its not a women
sometimes in a very very rare moment its a man
because ..a queer girl
is not stuck in some warped..idea
of having to be
needing to be
it is a person....
IT IS A PERSON>.
not a man
not a women
or man/women
a boi /gurl
it is......A PERSON.......
where is my person
that beloved that is my beauty....
i am waiting for you
i am here.........i am your beast.....
Would you die of grieving when I leave
Two children too blind to see
I would fall in your shadow... I believe
i know that ..............even if you dont understand this
.......its ok.....some where in your life
at some other moment in time
you may
and if you dont
again
its not for you............it was never for you
you just happened bye..........and so did i
Who... (my love)
Ahhh...
Oh... la bete... la bete
Where is my beast
My beautiful... beautiful... beautiful
Beautiful beast
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