Posted by meo low tonia on 6/21/2006, 12:43 am on the student level... if you lose something
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he did diea at a riping age..
upon his death he illuminated under the bodhi tree...
where aristaeus grew up...
you are or your not....
let me repeat that
YOU ARE OR YOUR NOT..
you get what you paided for
you get what you deserve
you get.
it was not MEANT TO BE YOURS WAS IT
..if it is gone.............flushed down the toilet
then.......it was.......not meant for you was it.....
....................how can someone steal something from you
i dont thing they can
i think each time
its a test to see how egotically needy you are
EGO manic.................is a dis ease
its a dis ease of the mind........
something..........that is in fact A CHOICE...........
some people wear black
others wear
green........
again its a choice
.......i just wish that ..............however you love to be
you love it.with your soul
because that is how you will create your reality
when i do something
say something
i do with my spirit
no matter what it is
that is something you dont seem to get...........
i dont believe you will ever in all these life times you have lived
get that
butt then.......i see now it was not meant for YOU WAS IT.......
you cant lose something that belongs to you..
if you want to live your life
in illness then god bless you
you be well in your sickness...
take care of that sick ness
tell everyone about that sickness
so they will know how to treat you
how to talk to you...
because.......you are your words.
you are your behavior
you are what you want to be
you are what you created your life to be
everything else is bull shit
so dont force your illness on me
ok..........
great......you want to play cards
ok dice it up
butt you have your ideals..........about death dieing and dis ease
and i have mine
just because i am not going to buy into it
dont mean i am afraid of it
or intimated
or anything else
it simply means
i have a mind......
and i use it.too think differently..
as you decided a long time ago
you can get away with alot buy pretending to be in your disease.......dont show up...............
dont assume
and dont expect me to give you anything but the truth
........the i SEE YOU
if you want support
then go...hang out with those that buy into your story...
about bi polor disease or manic mondays..
i dont
so stop trying to recruit me.......
i am not trying to convience you that your full of shit
I DONT GIVE A SHIT
what you do with your life
how you want to thing
and what you believe
you...come knocking on my door...........
its not me.........slumming in E LA...........
.thats not my cup of tea......
we both know that
butt.......
i will be there.
sharp
let just see if you have the courage to be......
whatever
to each their own
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