Posted by ava on 4/13/2006, 8:40 am then if i have to say i didnt think i would be sad to not know i think under that pretense manic dear black bird can you come to my party.... DD... ah men ahmen bye
68.126.62.53
if blood is thicker than water
and wate is neccessary for hydrations
i miss laughing with you
thats why i have ..crack up myself....
i think
after eatting some corn dogs late last knight
with french mustard on the shade
and just feeling for those moments
how my life is really full
happy
blessed
and............different than most....
to hurtfull it used to seem like that
.................its anger.......
i am so dam shocked at the anger....
it makes me laugh to balance out wanting to choke hold you....
but i dont really want to choke hold you
i cant even begin to think of even touching you....
much less seeing you.....
.....i think my lesson to day
is forgiveness...
allowing for this anger to just steam up
evaporate
leave me
permenately
...gone. zip it out and up and away....
one can think they left anger behind
but then such is the behavior
depressive
reactive
hence
and i for my gift give me a nice lacey bra from victoria secrets
is my size
if they dont have it in black i dont want tan or beige
butt
if they have white its ok butt only if its underwire with a cute lace bottom
butt if they dont have underwire butt have the lacey bottom
i dont want it butt you see pink with out the lace and the underwire
i guess that is ok butt
if you red...no pads underwire but no lace
absolute ####ing NO..
NOT
.............did you get that
i DO MISS LAUGHING WITH YOU
ok ok ok
I AM LOW LIFE LOSER
THAT FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE
your dam big teeth
and you funky faces you made to me
and YOUR LAUGH
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