Posted by ava on 4/13/2006, 3:08 am and will never ask you........ no you are very very true to your colors but your write nothing depends on me..... attain your master over your matters if i do what is uncomfortable if i do what is easy hell no ME ME ME E- Egotistical, with no sense of self worth
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I might agree that many physiologist want to think that they would recognize where you have been
why because its a technique-- in no ones happiness
a sourcing of naga
blank......ness
i dont ask questions..........when i receive.....commands.
i dont work like this ---i can only make this happen if its not raining
ok....or if my pants come back from the cleaners ok
then i will show up with green tommy tangs noodles
or you.......or for that freakin matter
any dam question i could ask......
becaues the truth is
you could not answer it.....
its queer.......this entering into the mouth of dragon
its absolutely freakin QUEER...
and confusing
and electrically charging all in the same breath....
hating to love
and loving for the sake of loving
matter you mind
mind into the 1,000 petal lotus
keep the complexes of the symbolized out of it
and focus only on gray
and the very small percentages of results...
then it looks like its about me....needing to get release
relieve from this night mare on elm street....
i UPS... the bullet
you kill yourself
i read about it in the LA TIMES
i think WOW SHE REALLY DID SOMETHING WITH HER LIFE
it was not all A LIE... well i guess i could at the very least
not be a cheap ass
and send a card
no......that will look like i really cared...
i could then go to the dam funeral
i might see some one that knows me
and i will look freakiest on my kness praying to the.... MOTHER MARY... no that s not it..
WELL
i could send flowers
thats safe
by messager
someone .........not me
someone that does know the story
someone that has never been then
and more then likely never go back..
i pay my 10.13 to "flowers on the go"
i get 3 daisy's... a neutral flower
i could write... a sympathy note
even if i dont mean it
its the right thing to do...
then it goes back to
..........i could just throw up......
think it was night mare
and wake UP>....
THAT S THE BEST I COULD DO.
..........
S- Say it isn't so
but my own reflections WOULD show i lied
ONE LOOK INTO THOSE SCARY EYES
and I WOULD SEE THE TRUTH....
i didnt want to ask any questions because i dont want to know any dam answers..
worst
what is worst....
i think.......THE RATS.....running across your BED
has to be WORST...for me....
what does that mean...to see through the haze of unreality
...........
I dont want to see into it
throught it
around it..or for that matter DO IT.
what is DIFFICULT
showing UP AND BEING REAL...... meaning it
YES thats what it is.....
ME|
ME
AND ME
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