I understand that and it is a sign of getting old and stubborn on my part!
Too much of football annoys me these days. My eldest started his new season on Saturday for Sandbach United and there was deliberate cheating going on in the game, sadly missed by the ref. He’s 11 and his peers are learning to cheat already.
Not watched the Prem or Champions league for a few years now, it leaves me cold. My one beacon in the footballing darkness has been taken from me and it genuinely still hurts. A lot.