Posted by OSURD on 6/29/2005, 11:53 pm Mom goes in for another PET scan and MRI on friday to see how well the chemo helped. We go in on wednesday to find out the results. Money is getting a little better. We are on the food stamp program and unemployment which helps out so unbelievably much. Aflac is still being a jerk, but it's getting together, we think. I'm still having a hard time. I have a hard time admitting this, but I just feel I should be honest. I am recovering from anorexia, and right before the cancer dx, I was starting to get back on track after a lapse, and I crashed again. Worse then ever. So, I'm going back into the program at the local hospital in a couple weeks. But my siblings are giving me a hard time for this. Because I should be at home helping mom more. That I'm being selfish and self-centered. And I believe them. I don't look at the facts that I am the only one here 24/7, and I'm the one who takes her to her appointments, and I'm the one who went to Seattle with her, and that I'm the one who did all this while finishing the college term with a 3.5 GPA. I just have a hard time giving myself the okay to take care of myself at the same time. Even though she is wanting this so much for me, because it would make her less worried. I just needed to vent. Thanks guys. OSURD
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Sorry I haven't been around much, but I have had all of you in heart at all times.
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