Posted by Michelle (post) on 7/9/2006, 1:10 am
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Well my mom who has cancer for a year and a half, seems to be losing the battle this week. We thought so many times that we were going to lose her but the nurse confirmed it a few days ago saying that she doesn't think she has no more than a week. My whole family is down. I just keep trying to be strong. All my mom does is cry lots the other day when she was in and out of consiousness she kept saying "I just wanna go home" we're thinking probably what everyone is thinking to mean home with God, where she can be at peace finally. I know that people have gone through stuff like this but right now it feels like no matter how people try to sympathize and say they know what I am going through, they don't. She's not a Grandparent or a close relative....She's my MOM, she can never be replaced, there will never be another like her. She won't be here for my wedding next year, or help me when I have my first baby. I know she will always be here for me in spirit but it's not the same, I always thought she would be here for me. All I can do is pray for strength and pray that she has no more pain. Thanks for letting me write and cry out.
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