Posted by Ogtic
on 12/19/2005, 11:45 am
24.151.191.251
Well, my aunt died yesterday morning. Her multiple myeloma had actually gotten better, but the effects of the chemo are what really made her sick. It was so unexpected. She fine until just before Thanksgiving and she went down hill extremely quick after that. They gave her two months to live last week, which obviously was wrong. I haven't figured out how to feel about it. It tore me up inside though. I cried so much, that I was still crying on the inside but there were no tears left to come out. It's going to be a crazy week, driving to the funeral and burial, and leaving immediately from there to go to Florida for Christmas. I guess all this just happened at a really hard time, because my grandmother also died of cancer around Christmas time a few years ago, and there are just a lot of memories. It is especially hard to watch my dad deal with it, becuase though his cancer is not progressing at the moment, he has to be thinking about that happening to him one day. He NEVER cries, but for the past couple days, he has been and that hurts just as much as loosing my aunt. I don't know. Sorry this is so long, I was just telling the story and writing my random thoughts. I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas!
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