Posted by Ann on 12/3/2001, 12:02 pm I was intending to use the info given by Allen Carr along with patches starting last night--but was intrigued enough by what I read to delay putting on the patch in order to experience the withdrawal as long as I could--I had two patches to tide me over, anyway. I wanted to try and "welcome" the pangs. But I really think of "it" as the monster in my belly--the one makes demands on me--to get up and drive to the store at night--to hurry up through dinner--etc., so he can be fed. Even as I put out my cigarette, he's already working up a need for the next one. Last night when I put the last one out and had no intention of driving to the store, I could tell he was mad. I begged off a visit from my gent.friend, last night, and tonight as well, so it could just be the monster & me. About three times today, the monster let loose with; "Feed me dammit""right now, dammit""dammit, dammit""Feed me right now dammit, dammit,dammit""Feed me dammit""right ow dammit""dammit,dammit""Feed me right now, damnit, damnit, dammit". While he was yelling, I noticed that my shoulders felt tight, as did my neck--I took a nap this a.m. Upon waking went to Walmart and lost my car--absolutely could not remember where I parked it. Fortunately it was the only yellow car there. "Feed me dammit""right now, dammit""dammit,dammit""Feed me right now dammit, dammit""It doesn't matter you know--one won't hurt you, you've always kept me fed before..." I gave the monster dried cranberries and then a HagenDaz ice cream bar. Don't know what to do about the boyfriend--he can be frustrating--and I can't do frustration right now--He's a slipery place. posted on as# by Roadkill
The Monster In My Belly...(Warning! posted my first 24 hours)
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