Posted by judyb on 6/3/2001, 8:35 pm I guess insidious would be a good word to use to describe my nocturnal brainwaves lately. For I'm wondering if this is the nicobeast's last attempt to get me to return into it's slimey, dirty I don't know the reason for this post. I guess I just wanted to verbalize how insidious this No matter how bad the cravings, no matter how difficult your day or night is, no matter how The craving will pass, whether you give into it or not Smoking Sucks!!
Main Entry: in·sid·i·ous
Pronunciation: in-'si-dE-&s
Function: adjective
1 a : awaiting a chance to entrap : TREACHEROUS b : harmful but enticing : SEDUCTIVE
2 a : having a gradual and cumulative effect : SUBTLE
developing so gradually as to be well established before becoming apparent
the past 3 or so nights, I have been having such realistic dreams about losing my quit!! Last
night I recall dreaming about wondering whether or not to tell y'all that I started smoking agin
and trying to decide whether or not to reset my meter. The night before that I dreamt of seeing
an almost empty pack of cigarettes, knowing that I had smoked all of them.
grips. I hope that I will remain stronger than it, because in those dreams it sure seemed so
easy to pick up those weeds and begin my addiction once again. I never want to do that to
myself. I would be the only one really hurt if I fall into that lifestyle again. I cannot allow it to
happen.
addiction is. We can never, ever let our guard down. It is too easy to fall back.
much someone pisses you off, just remember
No one ever died from a craving
Nothing is worth smoking over
Smoking will not make it easier to cope with your problem
and, above all, remember
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