Posted by nrm on 1/13/2007, 4:36 pm she was always whining about her fat ass one day after a heavy night of drinking she sucker punched me in the gut last thing I heard was her drunken screaming yells then her tires 2) Saturday ear wax picking lint 3) Jocko this kid in high school he had gigantic glossy tan muscles his hair was always perfectly parted i’m pretty sure he didn’t like me i use to stare at the back of his head sometimes id notice him flexing all semester long so on the last day of class bapping him as hard as I could “what the #### skateboyrat! he stood up i woke up in the nurses office & my mom was standing their 4) loose her cunt 5) At the age of 24 use to sell my food stamps 6) Old friends 7) cycle slipping into another 8)Detox money grubbers the doctor told me to get a haircut he put me on 3 more medications “who the fuk does he think he is? they all told me i needed to stay next day they found out the nurses began packing
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1) Gloria
i’d always say her ass looked just fine
sort of had to, her being my girlfriend
& resin scraping bong toking
we got into a fight about I don’t remember
after I told her
she did have a fat ass after all
laying on my stained floor
clutching my gut
outside in the snow storm
taking a baseball bat
to
my cars windshield
burning rubber
from my bellybutton
staring at walls of isolation
texas rain
a stinky wet black dog
chewing on a goat bone
something is growing on my neck
it looks like a zit
maybe its cancer
maybe another eyeball
maybe a second penis
the cats all twitchy
laying on a chair
dreaming cat things
in psychology class
who sat in front of me
was really into working out
& he always wore tank tops
so he could show off his arms
& cut trim & short
he’d always laugh at me
call me ‘skateboyrat’
cause I was a little skate punk
trying to guess what
was going on in his small brain
“weights, football, biitches.”
it would always stop there
his arms and staring at them
all class period
i wanted to flick him
in the back of his
dumb meathead
as hard as I could
i had gotten really stoned at lunch
& knew it was my last chance
for a good hard flicking
in the back of his head
making a loud noise
like an egg being smashed to concrete
“CRACK!!”
you got a death wish!”
& knocked me out
& they had found
my
weed in my pocket
next to the princaple
crying
was like
an
all night buffet
always open
always smelling different
always ready to be eaten
for another fix
use to sit
outside bilbos pizza
on a sidewalk
in east lansing
playing my guitar
& harmonica
with a dirty black cowboy hat
some scummy deadhead had given me
laid out for tips
when people weren’t spitting on me
some would throw pennies
into that old smelly hat
peter
and mary
use to
live in the ghetto of lansing
they had scabies
they tried to hook me up
with their plain jane
semi retarded junkie roommate
named
alice
but I had passed out
in my truck
after shooting too much dope
& was glad to still be
scabie free
in the frost bitten morning
blackout
from consumption
will wake up
at 4 a.m.
& begin the crying fit
then proceed to erase
everything I wrote
telling myself
tomorrow
will be different
it’s now tomorrow
& here comes
another blackout
& to buy a new pair of jeans
that didn’t have holes in them
with the other 3 or 10 I was on
he looks
like a pedophile.”
i told nurse nancy
in their hospital, doctors orders.
for another week of evaluation
my former insurance
wasn’t going to pay
for anything
my clothes
& i was asked to leave
immediately
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