Posted by Nite Owl I had a very rough experience at the beginning of October. To put it bluntly, I nearly died. It was one of those moments where you feel like everything you are is dashed to pieces, solely for the purpose of building yourself anew. But it's been so hard, to rebuild, and to move on. So hard. Damn near impossible. Trying to own up to the man I am now, with all the history and destiny that entails. Dunno why I typed in this url tonight. Heh, it's never even been in the Favorites list of this PC, that's how long ago my exploits with you were. But it's in my mind, it'll always be. Hell, I could quote you the URL to this board quicker than I could quote John 3:16. Because this is the place I stopped being a puppet and started being an individual. This was the first chance I had to reach out and be with people, without fear of moving or cloistering or anything that had ripped my friends away before just as I had to begun to make them. Maybe I'm just a socially maladjusted psychopath. But this place--it's my hometown. It's where I came from. And I know, that it's always going to be a part of who I am. I'm so glad this new technology has been posted. I'm going to stay up many, many hours tonight reading what all we posted more than 7 years ago. And for just those few rare hours, I'm going to enjoy being Nite Owl again.
on 10/26/2007, 12:13 am, in reply to "Re: What Steven said..."
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Dear God, this is just what I needed to see.
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