Posted by Lisa on 12/5/2007, 12:13 pm, in reply to "Re: loss of friends"
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I also have fibro and intersistial cystitis. Plus a lot of other things wrong. I live in pain everyday but the problem is that I look outwardly fine. The reason that I look fine is that I take drugs to make my life managable. But people ask and snoop and get an idea of what meds I take and start saying things like maybe you are overmedicated. I decided when I first got sick to never be one of those people who let on that things were not what they should be. So what did it get me - a husband who says he understands but then expects me to load motocycle ramps into the back of his truck. The things I used to could do - I cannot now. He is disappointed in me and I really don't like him for that. My most immediate problem is that I do not know how to find TRUE friends. People that really care and don't have an alternate agenda for what they can get from me. I am a lot of things but I am loyal and i stick with people but the truth be known most people are not like that. They hate anything that would remind them of their mortality. I have given up on trying to find a real friend. So therefore I am really sad right now. Thanks for listening.
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