Posted by Lisa
on 11/23/2007, 10:13 pm, in reply to "Re: Need any help Abused for years need emotional support with divorce"
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Thank you so much. I understand how they say that living through our childhoods is emotionally as tragic as being a prisoner of war. I have to say that the hardest realization was that I continued to invest in people that didn't care if I was alive or dead. I was not only physically sick but my insides became exposed to my own horror. I had covered the abuse for so long that when I finally realized what had happened I felt that my soul had been ripped from my body. I have become very isolated
because I don't believe I can trust anyone. I think the hardest thing is that I don't feel I have the time to invest in making new friends because I still do not feel worthy with my illness. I also have very limited to no support locally for social services and medical needs. I feel that each day just merges into the next.
Thank you for responding. It is so difficult to write.
Lisa
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