Posted by Weezy
on 1/24/2007, 12:07 pm
65.188.7.88
Hi Everyone,
I hope you are all having a better day than I am. I consider myself to be a strong willed person who tries to face my obstacles with a positive attitude, but today I fell apart. My pain is out of control and off the charts today and I have found myself in a weeping mess. We went to the Pain Mgmt. Dr yesterday in Atlanta and the drive is just too much for me now. He has been my Dr for 6 yrs and I can't give him up after searching so hard to find a good one. It is a 4 hour drive each way and my hubby can't drive anymore because of his narcolepsy so I do all the driving. I'm not complaining just felt like I had to get this off my chest so I don't explode. I feel depressed and angry at my body today. I know that you all can relate to this. I am just thankful that I found this group and the support, comfort and information you all so willingly give.I don't usually share these feelings with people, I try to deal with them on my own, but today I needed to talk it out. Thank you for letting me. Maybe, I'll try a hot shower and see if that helps at all. It just frustrates me that I still have so much pain even with all the pain meds I take.I am really seriously thinking about the spinal stimulator and giving it a try. Something has to help.Ok, thanks for letting me vent. I hope and pray that you are all feeling well today. Thanks for being here.
Hugs,
Weezy
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