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Posted by Jody I've done nothing but be supportive this week. I helped him look for a new place for his business. I told him over and over again how proud I was of him. He was extremely excited and nervous(I reassured him repeatedly) and in trying to be understanding, I let it slide when he spent most of his time on the phone talking to his friends. I tried to be understanding when everynight until 1 or 2am, he was at the office. I tried to be understanding when he barely acknowledged me. I thought that when the excitement wore off, things would change. I realize that life is hectic for him right now but with the situation with my mom, things are hectic for me too. She started chemo last Monday and she is getting sicker and sicker. She called me today and was really struggling. After I hung up the phone, I was upset and so I sat down with my H to talk about it. He immediately picked up the phone and called someone but I passed it off as his excitement and thought we would talk about it later. I went out for a bit tonight(to see my mom) and came home and he said that he had to run to the office for an hour and when we got back we would talk about it. In the past five hours, I have called him numerous times(he wasn't at that office). Finally, a few minutes ago, he answers(totally disregarded my messages). He's at a friends house and says that his friend might open a business and he was hashing things out with him. I explained to him how I thought he would be home in an hour and we would talk about my mom. He said his life is too hectic to deal with my shit right now. Why the hell did I even bother? You would think that I would know better by now. I thought that it might have been a fresh start for us. I guess I wanted to believe. Stupid me.
on 10/26/2004, 2:37 am
I was wrong but at least this time, it only took me one screw up to realize it.
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