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Posted by apaman I reminded her that many would be jealous of a person that looked as she did and even though I do not find that look attractive most men do. Also, many women would be jealous enough to spread rumors that may not be true. Later that night we are in bed, just getting relaxed and sleepy and my wife says in a frisky voice "what about me, do you think I can tear one up"? Now, we have been getting along fabulous of late and I hadn't thought of the A in weeks, BUT....when she uttered those words it was if a DSL line suddenly downloaded images stored in a portion of my brains hard drive I wish that I could erase. Images of her and the om in the shower having oral, anal and just about every manner of sex. Then came the photos her doing everything you could do with "one" and everything you can do without "one". I froze! I didn't say a word until the next morning. She was tired from not sleeping, so was I. We were very snippy with each other. Tonight I apologized to her for allowing what she said to bother me so badly. She asked why it bothered me.....I said 'are you serious, you really don't know why that would bother me"? Now let me go back and say that at the time she originally asked I could come up with a bakers dozen of immediate answers but none that I felt were appropriate to share. Now back to realtime, I decided to share one. "Well, if you want me to answer, I'd say no, you can't. If you could have, you would surely have torn up ####'s and he managed to have 2 kids since then so I suppose it is still in working order. If you are speaking of your ability to do your best to please a man, I'd say you sure can, as long as it's someone besides me on the recieving end." It's been a LONG time since I have said or done anything even similar to this, but as you know oral sex has been a hot-button here in our house for many years, since she started giving it away to other men and has only done it to me once. When I was done, she was a quiet for some time. Later she said "someday when you least expect it, I will just show you what I can do". I told her anytime would be fine because I gave up "expecting" it many years ago. I then said something I regret....."besides, I already know what you can do, I saw lots of pictures of it, and got to listen to the OM brag about how good you were, and then got to read all the sordid details in his letter to you." For once, she said she deserved all that I said to her and she simply gave me a hug and thanked me for putting up with her, and for sharing the way I feel with her. I still don't expect anything more to happen, but then again, I guess I'm "least expecting it" aren't I. Those that know our details...can you believe she would say something like that to me? Thanks for allowing me to vent yet again!
on 10/22/2004, 12:31 am
Last night my wife showed me a photo of her coworkers son and his fiance'. The young woman was very attractive if you like hair piled too high, makeup too thick, lipstick too red, eyeshadow too blue.... but looking like she should be making a living having someone take her picture. She then tells me that another coworker from the same neighboring town said that the fiance' has quite a reputation. My wife says "they say she can really tear one up". (insert your favorite word for the male sex organ in lieu of 'one'..."
Maybe I should be glad that I have allowed her to feel that comfortable in our marriage now.
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