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Posted by Lori I cant tell my H how I am feeling. I dont want to hurt him. Lori
on 10/21/2004, 11:20 am
As many of you know, We lost our home (my dream home) because of my H's affair. (couldnt afford the morgage plus $800. a month child support for OC)
We moved out of the house almost 2 yrs ago. we had to file bancruptcy and let the house go. It has been sitting empty all this time while the bank was trying to sell it.
Well they finally sold it. new people are now living there. I didnt realize how much it would hurt to see a new family there. I still feel like it is mine.
I guess it has triggered me. Makes me realize how much I have lost because my H couldnt keep it in his pants.
We live in a rental house. We are a family of 6. we live practically in a matchbox. 1000 square feet. half of my belongings are in storage.
I want my own home. I want to be able to move around and not get bruised up.
I thought I was passed this but guess I am not.
It hurts, it really hurts.
I had worked my arse off to get that house. I doubt if we will ever be able to get another one. Sometimes life just isnt fair. I am back to feeling like I am beeing punished. What for I dont know.
so thanks for listening.
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