Posted by starlover on March 5, 2008, 8:42 pm
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my dad died yesterday.
i have spent the last week on a self-destructive binge of junk food and, as of today, self harm.
i have put on half a stone in the space of about 4 days. that's about a month of going to the gym and starving myself wasted.
everything goes around in cycles. i'm never going to get better.
there are only two reasons that i don't kill myself are that i don't have a surefire method of doing so and i couldn't do it to my mum.
#### this for a life.
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