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Posted by Jess
on 3/6/2008, 9:20 pm
HI all,
First I want to say hi to you all and apologize for not coming on for along time. I have had lots of medical problems and had some emotional ones as well.The anniversary of my surgery is tomorrow and the anniversary of my mom's death is next month and my emotions seem to be taking control of me lately. Not to mention the my best friend was diagnosed with cervical cancer for the second time. Please pray for her, she has three young children and the odds are not as good as we would like them. You all have been in my thoughts and prayers and I hope that you are all as well as can be.
We'll tomorrow marks the three year mark since I had my lap surgery and the problems with my bowel and bladder started. I almost wish that I had never had the surgery. If I had known what I know now that it would have caused all these problems I would have left it well enough alone. For the pain that I was in with endo, although very bad was not as bad as all of the problems and pain which I have and currently are experiencing. And prior to surgery, I only had my period a couple times during the year and I could deal with being in bed for a week and all of the rest that goes with it. And I could of dealt with the break through bleeding.
It baffles me to think that doctors are able to make mistakes and not admit to their mistakes and then we have to suffer with the outcomes.I know we are all human and that we all make mistakes. I just wish that they would admit that they made a mistake instead of saying that they don't know what caused the problem.I probably would not have been so mad if they had admitted to what had happened. Or if they had a reason for why the problems occured. Except they keep saying that they do not know how they happened but that they know that they are related to the surgery. Obviously, I walked into the hospital able to defecate and walked out not being able to.
I am sorry for ranting and raving, this is a very hard subject for me and I guess that I have needed to get this off my chest for awhile. My life is never going to be the way it was before my surgery. I guess that I just have to trust God and know that he has a plan for me, and all that has happened was part of his plan.
Jess
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