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Just saw your post on this board now, the main board and the chat room are very active places to post for support.
There is a live chat on this site where you can talk live with others going through treatment and survivors who will support you. You will find a blue button on the main page of this site marked "chat", click on that and come and see us! We would love to have you!
Take care....you are not alone....we are here for you!